The digital clock on the nightstand read 3:17 when the screen lit up with an unfamiliar local number and started vibrating against the polished cherry wood. My thumb hit the screen before the second ring could wake the house, and I pulled the receiver to my ear while propping myself up on one elbow.
“Mrs. Parker?” a low, gravelly voice asked from the other end of the line. “My name is Trooper Vance with the state police. I need you to stay calm, ma’am. Your husband Ethan has been involved in a serious traffic accident on Route 43.”
I blinked through the dark, my eyes adjusting to the faint blue light of the alarm clock. Down beside my leg, Ethan shifted under the heavy quilt, one warm arm heavy across my ankle.
“Is he conscious?” I whispered back, trying to keep my voice from rattling the quiet of the bedroom. “Which hospital are you taking him to?”
“There was no transport, ma’am,” the trooper said, and the flat weight in his tone made my chest tighten instantly. “He didn’t survive the impact. We recovered his personal effects from the vehicle. A platinum wedding band with your initials on the inside, an iPhone, and a Florida driver’s license belonging to Ethan James Parker.”
I stared down at the sleeping man beside me. One leg was still draped right over mine. The steady, heavy rhythm of his breathing rose and fell against the mattress.
“That’s impossible,” I breathed, my fingers tightening around the plastic edge of my phone. “You’ve made a mistake.”
“We have his license right here in front of us, Mrs. Parker,” the trooper said gently. “I’m sorry.
We need you to come down to the county morgue when you’re able to make a positive ID.”
The line went dead with a dull click, but I didn’t move my hand. My blood felt like cold creek water sliding through my veins. I knew Ethan’s platinum band. I knew the tiny nick on the inner rim where our jeweler had messed up the date back in October of 2014. But the license photo the trooper had just mentioned didn’t make any sense because the man who had climbed into this bed four hours earlier had carried his wallet into the kitchen right in front of my eyes.
Slowly, without making a sound, I reached my right hand out across the tangled sheets.
My fingers hovered over the dark hair at the nape of his neck. I had kissed that exact spot a thousand times while making coffee on rainy mornings.
But as my index finger traced upward behind his left ear, my breath caught in my throat.
There was a small, pale ridge of scar tissue right behind his earlobe. A jagged little triangle of skin that Ethan never had. Ethan had smooth skin right there, untouched by any accident or surgery.
My hand froze mid-air.
Then the man beside me opened his eyes. They weren’t sleepy or heavy with the fog of midnight. They were wide, sharp, and entirely awake.
“Natalie,” he said, his voice smooth and low in the dark. “Who was that on the phone?”
I pulled my hand back as if I’d touched a hot stove, my heart hammering hard against my ribs. “Wrong number,” I managed to say, though my mouth felt dry as dust. “Just a wrong number, Julian.”
The moment the name slipped out, the air in the bedroom seemed to change. He didn’t blink.
He just propped himself up on his elbow, the blanket sliding down to expose his bare shoulder, and a slow, thin smile crept across his mouth.
“You always were too observant for your own good, Nat,” Julian said, his tone entirely too casual for a man sitting in a bed that didn’t belong to him. “Ethan never could keep secrets from you.”
“Where is he?” I asked, my voice dropping an octave as I inched backward toward the edge of the mattress.
“Driving off a wet embankment, I imagine,” Julian said, swinging his legs out of bed with a quiet rustle of cotton. He stood up stark naked in the dark room, towering over me with the exact same height and build as my husband. “Or maybe hitting that oak tree near the county line. The brakes were a little soft when I borrowed his keys this afternoon. I told him he should take the truck in for service.”
My stomach heaved. The pieces didn’t just fall into place; they slammed together with the force of a freight train. Julian. Ethan’s estranged twin brother who had dropped out of sight five years ago after cleaning out their mother’s estate. The brother Ethan never talked about without staring down at his coffee cup in silence.
“You killed him,” I whispered, the words tasting like copper on my tongue.
“I didn’t touch the steering wheel,” Julian said smoothly, walking over to the dresser and picking up his wristwatch. He strapped it on with a steady, practiced click. “He was the one who insisted on driving out to the warehouse to check on the inventory. I just helped him pack his bags first. And since we share a face, well. Nobody at the gate even looked twice when I drove back through in his sedan.”
I didn’t answer him. I just slid my feet off the mattress and onto the cold hardwood floor, keeping my eyes locked on his hands.
“Where are you going, sweetheart?” he asked, stepping between me and the bedroom door with a lazy, predatory grace. “We have so much to catch up on. After all, according to the state police, you’re a grieving widow now. We should probably practice your crying.”
“Get out of my house,” I said, though my voice shook.
“This isn’t your house anymore, Nat,” Julian said, his smile vanishing as he took a step forward. “This is our house. And Ethan isn’t coming back to argue about the deed.”
He lunged toward me, his hands reaching out to grab my shoulders. Adrenaline surged through my veins, washing away the shock and leaving behind a cold, sharp survival instinct. Instead of dodging back, I dropped low, grabbed the heavy ceramic water pitcher off the nightstand, and swung it with everything I had left.
The pitcher caught him square across the jaw with a dull, ceramic crack. Julian stumbled sideways, cursing, his hands flying to his bleeding lip as he lost his balance against the mahogany dresser.
I didn’t wait to see if he was down for good. I turned and bolted out the door, my bare feet slapping hard against the hallway floor.
I lunged for the front door, my fingers fumbling frantically with the deadbolt. The brass knob turned, but the door wouldn’t budge. Julian had double-locked it from the inside and pocketed the key before we went to sleep.
Footsteps pounded down the hallway behind me.
“You stupid bitch,” Julian shouted, his voice losing all its calm composure as he rounded the corner, blood smearing across his chin.
I grabbed the heavy cast-iron umbrella stand by the coat rack, heaved it upward, and hurled it straight through the large glass sidelight beside the front door. Shards of glass exploded outward onto the porch with a deafening crash. Without hesitating, I reached through the shattered opening, turned the exterior deadbolt from the outside, and dove headfirst through the jagged frame into the cool night air.
Glass bit into my arms and knees, but I scrambled up onto the damp grass of the front lawn just as heavy boots crunched on the gravel behind the door.
Down the dark suburban street, two sets of flashing red and blue lights suddenly turned the corner, their sirens wailing as they cut through the predawn fog. The police cruiser pulled hard into our driveway, gravel spraying against the tires, right as Julian appeared in the broken doorway, blinking hard against the strobing emergency lights.
I stood shivering on the frosty sidewalk wrapped in my thin cotton nightgown, staring down at my trembling, bleeding hands, as two armed troopers leaped from the cruiser and drew their weapons on the man standing in my doorway.